Sigh, having a hard time feeling grateful today. The past few years have challenged everything i hold dear – every thing I believe in or have hoped for.
I have had to find my way thorugh a whirlwind of appointments – the last being the unfaithfulness and dishonesty of one I loved very very dearly.
I know that God can stand with my in my lake of faith and in my grief. And I know that ultimately anything that is taken out of my life leaves for the best of reasons and for my ultimate triumph and best learning.
Ultimately.
But today i grieve – the pain in my chest is almost too much to hold – I cry.. And I make plans to rebuild every corner of of my life, emotionally, financially, spiritually, .
I look forward to the smiling faces of my children later at dinner, and I look forward to the day when I look back on this grief with the wisdom and knowledge that healing brings.
I am grateful to be alive – I am grateful to feel even if the feeling is pain. i am grateful for my children. I am grateful to have a life in service to other human begins. i am grateful for the beautiful infants who i am blessed to see born – healthy happy and loved.
I send love to you all my darlings, may you feel loved and cherished to day. I send you care if you too are grieving, and a warm hug, plz send one to me too please.
May peace surround us and the world entire.
Happy Gratitude Day!