Frightened people are prone to a very blaming and patriarchal tone.
The tone is a shield attempting to protect themselves from how small they feel and how little they actually know.
They will literally kill to avoid feeling that vulnerability.
They will kill : spiritually, emotionally, mentally, rather than confront their own brokenness.
I dont argue with anyone and their demons. As soon as I note their glazed expression and raised voice. I’m quick to leave them in their shadows .
I’m no longer so broken that I feel that can save them. Nor so arrogant to feel that some magic word from me will change them. I believe in God, and She is not me.
I finally love myself so much – that with prayers on my lips.
I remove myself.
From potential injury.
My soul is always open to be taught – my being will teach at a teachable moment. It’s ok. It’s ok.
