Today was hard… Looking at how my life has unfolded, trying to make peace with that and reminding myself of the many blessings I have been granted.

I give thanks for my beautiful children , grandchildren, spirit daughters , and daughters in love !

I give thanks for my work , which challenges and inspires me daily . I give thanks for the respect and love that comes to me from my clients and students . I give thanks for the beautiful babies I am trusted to see come into the world or care for . I give thanks for my ability to write and ask for the self love needed to keep writing.

Help me to forgive myself from past mistakes – especially the ones that affected my children and allowed abuse to my body mind and soul

I look forward to finishing my midwifery training – writing more books – teaching and training and being honored to serve my sacred mother and her babies … I know that she is aware of the other desires of my heart. I trust that she will bless me with those things as I am ready to receive them – I ask her patience as my faith falters and when I cry to her…as I’m doing tonight. Remind me dear mother, that I am never alone – that I am your beloved daughter and the beloved of ancestors who worked , dreamed , and prayed me into existence.

Remind me – hold me – strengthen me. And I’ll hold on to my inner child , loving her fiercely .

On we go.

Happy Birthday to me !

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